Sentiment

大學的日子，好久遠的記憶，
最近因為從前一位談得來的網友過世了，
讓我想到時，心情便受影響，

Recently I don't have any power to practice nor study. How come I become like that? I want my enthusiasm back. I went to shop to find happiness. I also went for a walk in a park. I also had a good meal. I am happy these days but I still feel something strange. When will I be active again? I want to know.

Learning but no thinking makes me perplexed.
Thinking but no learning makes me slothful.
The above are what Confucius said in the past.

I should not live under others' expectation. I don't need to keep their
words and give myself much pressure. I have my own view to this world.
Though I have family and friends, the most important person is still

Writing something unhappy out makes me become normal.
Keep it! Maybe it is as someone said that I think too much most of the
time.

I am so depressed today.
I don't want to play the clarinet tonight.
I don't want to do the online homework.

Some people give me ideas to do something different from what I am
studying now, for instance, storytelling, English drama, supporting people
who are in need, attending an orchestra or club, and doing research.

I always think.
I always lose.
I always speak.

I threw away 13 objects I made in the past.
Why?
A sound in my ear told me to do that.

I feel better after the busy days. Busy life always let people forget
something. Maybe it is good for me sometimes.
I go for happiness and it belongs to me all the time because I face it

I should remember I am still lucky and it is time to appreciate.
You can not ask more and more because it is much already.
No wonder people always say" No greed will make you have no worries."

What is the weakness of human beings?
Prejudice, lacks of confidence, laziness and jaundice.
Happy everyday to me!

Buddhism
I don't have a specific religion, but I have the opportunity to read
the book talking about Buddha. I think all religions are good for people

Living in a simple life will make people not smart?
This is the topic I talked with my sister tonight when we had a dinner
together.