Sentiment

I am so depressed today.
I don't want to play the clarinet tonight.
I don't want to do the online homework.
I don't want to discuss the topics in the English class.
I have no real smile in mind these days.
Happiness ran away from me for a long time.
I want to be optimistic again as usual.
I want to forget anything and escape from this world.
It seems there is no sunshine on me.
The colour outside resembles my mood.
No stars in the sky, and it only has noise on the street.
I want to sit here and let my heart transparent.
I can't lose you- my enthusiasm.
9:50 pm, 3/21, 2002